I have these sudden urge to blog since i can't sleep. I have been thinking about this unpleasant experience I had at work on Friday and regret my decision for not being firm enough and thus, result in getting bullied and pushed around. Thinking back now, I'm fuming mad and going to take revenge on monday. Hopefully my kind and soft heart doesn't fail me and give in again. It will be totally unfair and unjust for me to be taking blame and clearing up shit that other people made and I shall not tolerate that even though I'm only 1.5 months in this company.

Ok, so that's my work rants and I have many other things to rant about cause my life now is in total madness and I don't know whether it's right to say that I'm numb and used to it. And ironically, I still get upset and cry about it. It's definitely not going to be ok and what I'm going to do is try to convince myself that I'm going to get through it.

Ok, that calls for a carlsberg and a well deserved break.

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